I don't know if you have any experience with this kind of thing.
我不知道你是不是也有过这种经历
But it's worse than any kind of physical injury
但是这比任何一种身体疾病都可怕
It may be in the old days what was known as a spritual crisis——
在过去这可能被称为“精神危机”
feeling as though every
感觉好像
axiom in your life turned out to be false...
你这辈子信奉的原则都是错的
and there was actually nothing.
事实是一切都是虚无
And that you were nothing
你也是虚无
And that it's all a delusion
一切都只是我们的错觉
and you're so much better than everybody...
我觉得我比所有人都厉害
cause you can see how this is just a delusion,
因为只有我知道一切都是错觉
and you're so much worse because you can't fucking function.
但是同时我也很痛苦 因为我不知道该如何继续生活
It's really horrible.
这是一段很痛苦的经历
I don't think that we ever change.
我觉得人是不会改变的
I'm sure that I still have those same parts of me.
那段经历是我的一部分
Guess I'm trying really hard to find a way not to let them drive.
我只是努力不让它们主导我的生活
You know？
你懂吗？
……
……
……
Neither of us knows where our lives are going to go.
我们对生活都感到很迷茫
It smells like chewing tobacco,soda and smoke.
这种刚觉闻起来像烟草 汽水 和烟
And the conversation is the best one I ever had.
和他的交谈是我这辈子有过的最好的一次
David thought books existed to stop you from feeling lonely.
戴维觉得书是用来帮助人类感觉不那么孤单的
If I could,I'd say to David that living those days with him...
如果我可以 我想告诉戴维 和他在一起的那段时光
reminded me of what life is like,
提醒了我真正的生活应该是什么样子的
instead of being a relief from it.
而不是从生活中寻求解脱
And I'd tell him it made me feel much less alone.
认识到这点让我感觉没那么孤单了
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