Neither of us knows where our lives are going to go.
It smells like chewing tobacco,soda and smoke.
And the conversation is the best one I ever had.
David thought books exsited to stop you from feeling lonely.
If I could, I'd say to David that living those days with him
reminded me of what life is like,instead of being a relief
from it.And I'd t ell him it made me feel much less alone.
This is nice,but is not real.
Feeling as though every axiom in your life turned out to be false
and there was actually nothing.
And that you were nothing.
And that it's all a delusion.
And you're so much better than everybody.
Cause you can see how this is just a delusion.
And you're so much worse because you can't fucking function
It's really horrible.
