I really don’t like Saul(Jimmy is a little better but not much), and I’m not the biggest fan of Kim. I think it’s stupid to do what he did “for her”. But still, at the end of the show, seeing him “waving goodbye” to her, touched my nerve.

Maybe it’s just that this show has kept me company for a quite long time and I’m sad. Or maybe it’s just the beautiful imagination the I (or we all) dream of for them two, of what their lives could be. The dream is too good, too dreamy, and got me swamped into it. Truth is they are both twisted individuals, and all of us are imperfect and undreamy. This probably is the reason I wanna cry.

And the song “Something stupid” keeps playing in my head, hauntingly beautiful.