nica情绪化，阳光灿烂得一面瞬间转变为不安，困惑，对整个世界的迷茫／矛盾和不信任。之前她走在alex前面，接受他在后面对她的保护，小孩撒娇又骄傲的说“i'm fine, i can do it／ I'm tough"。她快乐得像只小鸟，精力旺盛，晚上唱歌读书，白天做倒立比alex还厉害－她阳光灿烂，无所不能；之后她让他走在他的前面，然后没有表情的说”i'll be fine"然后掉在水里，她冷的发抖接受陌生人得帮助，却对alex的拥抱恐惧，她紧张无助，哭，但还是三次排斥他的温柔。她不再微笑，瞬间看上去很老不再可爱，面对其他异性也产生疑惑与不安，少语，想和alex和好但是又有意装作不在意把他当成透明人。
when people say I'm fine, it doesn't mean anything. It could be cute as a 10 year old girl, or be tough as a 20 some lady, or be as a charming middle aged woman.
You'll never be READY for love, you unawarely FALL FOR it. Get smile, get hurt, that's all about it.
