Hal说：it's a long story.
grandfather说：It's a big park, and we have plenty of time.
这样的时光大概只存在初中毕业以前了，每次年级大考结束的时候，用日落之前的几个小时，好好挥霍一下。在那些有着围墙的公园里。我现在还怀念那些一草一木，还有每一寸围墙，还有晚上会锁起来的大铁门。这些围墙和铁门，增加了公园的神秘感，也因为如此，当我有了那可供挥霍的时光，才格外觉得是一种荣耀和特权，仿佛一段时间紧张的学业之后的special reward。大人们还在上着班，其他年级的学生们还在上着课，淘气的男孩子们不是去运动，就是进了网吧游戏厅。
我还纪念着那些形状不规则的湖水，还有弯弯曲曲的小径两边栽种着着茁壮的高树，让人无法逾越。所以这些，都是这个公园的神秘感，the park is inviting you into its privacy, into its history, and into a journey of exploration. You can't find a shortcut. You have to walk along the crooked bank of the lake and the little trails. You can't surpass the thick fence of trees, trees that were there longer than my own existence. So you gotta spend a lot of time there, hours and hours of time. So you have to build a relationship with the park, so you can enjoy the time.
In those years, I had a long story.
I also had the best parks in my hometown, and plenty of time.
Now the parks are dead, the walls being taken down, the trees being slaughtered, the lakes being filled to get rid of the insects.
The parks are dead, so are my thoughts, thoughts on my teenage years.
