God will forgive them.
He'll forgive them and allow them into heaven. I can't live with that.
- When you were torturing him, was he calling for me? Was he screaming my name?
- Yeah, he was.
- He still is.
You were supposed to be a monster. Now I'm the fuckin' beast.
这世上是存在些让你明知道执念于此会毁灭自己却还是不能放弃的仇恨的。哥哥不是黑帮片里快意恩仇为弟弟报了仇扬长而去的那种人。他知道即使是这几个间接害死自己弟弟整天卖药吸药的人渣混混，要是杀了他们自己也会成为beast。但是这份仇恨在他知道弟弟死的真相开始就已经让他别无选择注定要葬身其中。
小时候整天跟随着仰望着哥哥的弱智弟弟，被认为是自己的耻辱。甚至他当兵离开家大概也是为了要远离弟弟。这才让后来他更痛恨自己。他问was he calling for me? Was he screaming my name?这个问题日夜折磨着他，要么他发疯成为野兽要么死在别人刀下。
弟弟吊死的镜头之后，哥哥孤独一人头靠着墙灰蓝色眼睛的镜头让人心碎。一个悲伤的故事。
