So, I'm your second choice?
Russel说这话时不觉得很动人嘛。
自卑，软弱，小心翼翼。显得格外的真实。
这片子除了两人对话，也很喜欢他卸载Blog里的文字。
"I met this guy who was nice, I've called him Paul Smith. But that wasn't his name because I can't remember his name. But it was the aftershave he was wearing. He had a really nice flat near the cemetery, and I think he worked in design. He told me his parents were fine about him being gay which must have been good. And he had photos of them on his wall. He asked if he could fuck me. I told him I'd never done it before. And that he needed to be careful. I can remember us being paranoid about the condom coming off, and me getting Aids and everybody would think I was scum. He wouldn't give me his number because he said he had a boyfriend. On the bus I felt so ashamed and shitty. When I got back I puked uo and spent the rest of the day in bed thinking about all kinds of stuff."
“Ashamed and shitty”，Glen读这段文字的时候，镜头一直拍Russel，羞愧、难过，他跟着他的声音再回忆当初的感受。
外国人好像很喜欢讨论东西，他们好像都有自己的一套观念，所以在一起总有话要说。不用讨论谁睡了睡，谁踹了谁，谁病了谁……
Glen以Russel他爹口气的一句话真心好。It doesn't matter to me, I love you just the same. And I couldn't be more proud of you than if you were the first man on the moon.
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